so I am about to go back to school (next weekend...) and I'm planning a trip to NYC for new years...and my life continues to evolve into things and shapes and dreams I never thought would happen. Have you ever done something that you swear you never would? I've had a few times in my life like that but it's just an eye opening thing ( Read more... )

oh fuck.

did everyone but me get married and/or have a baby?

technically I am a senior in college....that scares the everloving crap out of me....i wonder where that phrase came from..."everloving crap"? sounds gross ( Read more... )

while I am stressed out and cranky and ready for this freaking semester to be done, I am so happy with him ( Read more... )

I am 20 years old today.

I can't believe I've come so far from where I've been. I'm making money, I'm happy, in love....five years ago, I was so unhappy. I have tons of friends coming in this weekend for my birthday. I just feel so...loved.

:)

I swear that my job is getting more and more like office space. I got three emails telling me to check my mailbox. I GOT IT, OKAY? It just makes me angry at this point. Yeah, I know I need to pick stuff up. You sending me an email only aggravates the situation cause you act like i'm a moron and can't figure it out ( Read more... )

I am slowly learning how to make things happen the way I want them to.

I am making new friends. Not caring really that much about those who hurt me. One day, I will get it.

:) I love my boyfriend.

one year. nine months. one week. five days.

they have been the most amazing of my life. all thanks to him.

talked to some old friends last night. I realized how much shit i put them through when i was in high school. It seems like I was a different person then. All the memories are hazy and out of place, and while they are vivid sometimes, they all seem unjustified. My mom admitted a few days ago that I have greatly improved since high school. I guess I ( Read more... )