Sometimes I have to look back. It makes me smile. Smile to see what I've come through, see how I've changed, remember the old joys and hurts and adventures ( Read more... )

Well I'm feeling much better today. . . more like myself and less plagued by hormones unlike the past couple days ( Read more... )

It's been one of those wonderful weeks when you're not even really sure WHY it's been wonderful, but you find yourself so damn happy you can't help but grin like a fool ( Read more... )

I've been slowly coming to terms with my miscarriage. With the loss of the child Ryan and I had already come to love. The bruises from the IVs and needles have faded, and I've finally learned how to tell people without crying, but I know I won't ever forget our peanut ( Read more... )

In one night, my world has completely changed. . . collapsed in on itself. All my plans for this winter. All my dreams in the coming years. . . it's all gone. All changed ( Read more... )

I can't believe it's here already. That Christmas is just a couple weeks away, and the new year is almost upon us ( Read more... )

I cannot help but be amazed at the changes that have occurred in my life. Those who say they will never change, or who strive to never change, have limited themselves profusely. With lives becoming stagnant and others passing them by and leaving them behind as their lives change and so change them ( Read more... )

Our future together just seems to be getting brighter and brighter. I can't help but daydream over it sometimes, while I'm sitting at the table paying bills or reading while Ryan studies. I've always known we'd find a way, but every day now the possibilities just seem to grow ( Read more... )

Winter has begun to take hold on my world. And what a winter it is bound to be ( Read more... )

So I've been on a bit of a rampage today. Ryan always laughs at how I won't care the house is a mess for days, and then all of a sudden I go crazy and start cleaning and organizing everything. Today has been one of those days. Where I'm moving furniture around and run the washing machine into the ground until we run out of detergent, scrubbing the ( Read more... )