i think i'm going to start writing in here more often..i had a bloop diary for the longest time,but,unfortunately,some people who i REALLY don't like found my account on there,an made it more of a hassle then it was worth.blergh :/ so i've been with out any place to vent for a while..so lj seems as good a place as any i suppose

hmm lets see.decemeber 18th 2010 i married my best friend. august 10th 2011 we welcome our son into the world :) an i don't think we've slept a full night since then ( Read more... )

life changes so quickly sometimes,or maybe it just seems that way.the last time i wrote on here was in 05,i was suicidal,depressed,an honestly thinking of ending it all.flash foward five years (holy crap has it been that long?)an im definitely a different person.I've dealt with a drug addiction an almost went to rehab,i've been hospitalized,put on ( Read more... )

I dont know what the hell im doing anymore.I say i dont need help,but it still hurts when the people who are supposed to care about me see my wrist's an dont care.It makes me wonder if theyd even give a damn if i was just gone,maybe for good.Im running for destruction,im standing on an edge an theres no one there to catch me.All the people who ( Read more... )