i hate distance
i hate distance
i hate distance
i hate distance
i hate distance
i hate distance
i hate distance
i hate distance
i hate distance
i give up.

im just confused. when someone wants you for so long i feel like it should be different. but im probably wrong and over reacting.
because now i guess the positions are switched. because now its me chasing after him. its stupid to think it would be the same. and i just got my hopes up. which i do too often.
6 days till my birthday.

Check all that apply for the 2005 ( Read more... )

i have no idea if i have work or not tommorow ( Read more... )

"when one door closes another door opens, but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones that open for us ( Read more... )

summer is coming to an end. my birthday is on friday. my summer pretty much sucked for the most part. idk it just never felt like summer. but i had alot of good times. summers not really over yet so there will be more to come hopefully. i really have to good this year in school too. even tho i say this every year and every year i end up ( Read more... )

i fucking love having mono.

Remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground. The worst thing you could get from boys was cooties. Mom was your hero and dad was like the boy you were going to marry. Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were who ran the fastest. War was a card game. The clothes you wore didnt define your personality. The only thing you ( Read more... )

to laugh often and much ( Read more... )

mmmm i hate being confused about things. it really bothers me. idk. idk about anything. this update is gay. summers here finally. everything should be chill soon. weather sucks though. humidity blows.