i am a true believer in karma. thus, i don't know exactly what i've done in the recent past to deserve this, but if i did do something to deserve it, i'll take it. otherwise, something really awesome must be coming my way soon ( Read more... )

there has been so much stuff going on that i feel like i've not only lost contact with some good friends, but i've also lost touch with myself. it's so weird. i'm so conscious of what i'm doing, but i feel like at the same time i'm walking around like a zombie ( Read more... )

i'm tired ( Read more... )

hello, new quarter!
hello, new friends!
hello, new drama!
hello, new ambitions!
hello, new classes!
hello, spring!

la dam da dum. first day of classes and now i'm at home for the three-hour down time that i have. err... i want lunch! :D

oh. happy 21st, lauren <3 i love you!

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UGHHHH i don't know why i feel so frustrated right now, but i do. and this sucks. i want out.

you'll always find someone who will love you for who you are. but somehow, it never seems to be enough to make me feel like i'm worth it.

we whispered because we believed the quiet would keep our secrets, because we believed the darkness would put everything in its place.

Edith Yeh, 19, died early this morning due to heart failure. The causes are still unknown, but many believe the cause to be as simple as a broken heart. She was the youngest in her family, the sweet daughter of Bruce and Lillian and sister to Edward. She always tried her hardest to uphold her beliefs, and she an open mind and heart. It was ( Read more... )

i really have no idea where my life is leading right now, and i really wish i did. at least a glimpse of it. it's like that whole ordeal about knowing when you're going to die. do you REALLY want to know? i'd say, most likely not. but if i could just see what i'll be doing and know that everything is going to be okay... then i think right now ( Read more... )

can i just disappear right now? please?