i love how you assume that people actually care. how amusing. :)

sometimes, i wish i could be one of those fucked up, drugged up fashionista heiresses that have nothing better to do than to spend mommy and daddy's money and not give a rat's ass about anything else.

i don't understand how you get off thinking you're so high and mighty, but maybe it'll be good for you and those around you if you took yourself off that self-made pedestal for once and humbled yourself so the rest of us could actually believe that your friendship is worth keeping.

its like that scene in spanglish where adam sandler and that caretaker woman are sitting in the daybed being all cutesy and shit and that one line where he freaks out and says that once her feet touch the ground, the moment's gone. she hesitated.
and then she ran away.
i did too.

i don't know why it took me so long to realize that my life has spun out of control. exhaustion, fagitue, and a mass of unhappiness has set in... and i think already did set in a while ago. i don't think i've been happy since before halloween. everything's too much ( Read more... )

life is confusing and tough and stressful and.. its too much ( Read more... )

a terrible person.
disgusting.
vile.
undeserving.
worthless.
unintelligent.
disgraceful.
directionless.
a disappointment.
a failure.

worse than i thought.

you've put me at my wit's end and i'm fed up.

FUCK
OFF.

everything's weird.

there was once a moment in my life when i was laying in your arms, reclined on the couch.
i never wanted it to end.