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nervous
so I have a date Sat. I'm going out with my best friend Ray. We are finally going to try dating after knowing each other for all most 15 years. I hope it does not mess up are friendship. -
im going back to school
thats right im going back to school.after 14 yrs i going to the university of phoenix online for teaching.i start the may 22nd and i cant wait. -
why i cant sleep
my sister posted to her myspace page a pic which i took cause it was the last family pic with my mom still in it. her birthday was the 9th of july it hurts not having her here. i miss her so much. i see her when i close my eyes again just lying there on the floor. i think she trying to tell me something but i cant hear it.i go to the grave tomorrow ( Read more... ) -
to my mom
mom why did you have to leave without me saying goodbye. it hurts so much inside some days.i love you and miss you so much word cant tell how i feel.when i look at your picture or smell you scent it just brings me to tears.seeing you lying on the floor hurt me so much i just want you back in my life.some days all i want to do is see you again i ( Read more... ) -
i cant belive she gone
i lost my mom today. i wish this was a bad dream a i would wake up. -
im sad
so my baby sister wedding was today.and she looked great. now im the last Kuchen to have to be married.thats sad cause im the oldest.Dont get me wrong i love my family i just need someone in my life beside Chris.Im just happy for both of them and sad cause im all alone.There was alot of crying today most of them were happy tears.
