Even though I cant help but contain more pessimism than anyone alive to this day, everything went well today, and everybody sounded good too... I just was'nt expecting it. Lonnie was perfect, and I haven't seen him that confident and sure of himself in a LONG fucking time, Tony was amazing, he was a step ahead the entire practice, no doubt he knew ( Read more... )

...and I wonder why I puke up blood every other morning.

I drink too much, I smoke too much, I drive a maroon car, I have a cell phone, I have a cat, half of my clothes aren't even mine, I cant stop having nightmares, I never wear shorts, I never wear hats, I have incredible friends, so why at this age should I still feel so incomplete ( Read more... )

Right now everything seems to be right where it should and...... well, nevermind.

...i just don't get it.
What the fuck just happened?

Ahhh, finally i'm once again in search for that isolated moment that everyone has tried to verbalize and/or describe, but have failed beautifly... It's that comforting truth after two and a half beers. It's that part in a song where you try but can't explain why you have goose bumps. It's all those tears it takes to collect and sop up everything ( Read more... )

She was the girl that called me a pussy.
And she was smiling the whole time she said it.
" Good luck, I'll see ya."
I wonder what could happen, but I honesty don't see anything.
A black void.
And of course, she looks better than she ever has.
The butterflies are worth it.

...I know this sounds dorky, but all I want right now is someone who would enjoy drinking some 'good' wine and listening to some great music with me, and maybe even a little dancing...

Oh my God.... thats it!!!!, it's over, no movie ending for me, no looking back... SHIT!, I should have seen this coming a while ago, but maybe thats the way it should be... No, that IS the way it should be...--...Me hoping, even though i've drained the well of hope myself, and looked away from distinct smiles, along with snuggling and cuddling ( Read more... )

Ok, so if you're anything like me what so ever, that being in this search for that someone who is so completely right, completely perfect for a lack of better adjectives, it's almost as if as the're a different version of you, it's more than just being on the same page/level as you, it goes beyond that...... And since I obviously can't specifically ( Read more... )