the last few days of my life have become a blur ( Read more... )

it hurts to try to correct myself. or to give any reasoning behind my actions ( Read more... )

and im dead.

and i'll drink myself to death or at least i'll drink myself to sleep.
chain smoke the space through the gaps in between.

whiskey is my kind of lullaby.

it's 5oh5 in the morning and i'm wide awake ( Read more... )

deep. deep emotionally, deep literally, and deep physically ( Read more... )

tonight is my first night home in a little under a week.
my girl, jennifer, and i have finally started moving our stuff into OUR HOME!
after wednesday i won't have a phone until i can make payments. and i'm unsure of when that will be.
no telling how long i'll be away from the internet. jen's mom got her a laptop for the house, so brett's been trying ( Read more... )

i realized this morning, the only thing stopping me from being beautiful is the lack of beauty i see in myself ( Read more... )

i want ( Read more... )

yesterday was beth's brithday ( Read more... )