No longer committed,
I no longer enter my father's house.

I listen to the silence between us become
the breaths between rosary beads;
and the prayers- open anger

let loose before God; my God!
my father is almost fifty and
our words last year were less.

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O, Disaster! You came
early through me; left
heavy on the ground,
my eyes could only cry.
And my nostrils-
nothing but dirt, breathed
dirt.

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Today I barfed all over myself on the way to work in my car.

A day at work; the bus ride home, through Davenport and Bonny Doon; cookies and rice for dinner. Oh College. Joe gets home at 1 this morning! I can not wait that long ( Read more... )

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Every year winter takes me by surprise. I am not ready for all this ( Read more... )

this is my kitten, Diesel (not like Vin Diesel, but like the Cannabis strain. or a form of gasoline I suppose)

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i can not figure out youtube or anyother website Iam officially a grandma. IF i could we'd all be listening to music together over our computers