Your Existing Situation ( Read more... )

Well it was kinda cold that night
She stood alone on her balcony
Yeah, she could hear the cars roll by
Out on 441 like waves crashin' on the beach
And for one desperate moment
There he crept back in her memory
God it's so painful when something that's so close
Is still so far out of reach

tonight, at the very tail-end of practice, mo and shannon were like, "want to do a mini-jam and we'll block against you?" and i was game. all went well, until i tried to take the easy road around mo and she shoulder blocked me into being totally airborn. the landing? straight down on my tailbone. i saw stars and curled up on my side trying to not ( Read more... )

GO FUCK YOURSELF ( Read more... )

i am tired and killing a little time before i go to meet jill for lunch. she's who i am staying with...and things have been great. no weirdness, no confusion, just pleasant and fun. we've gone out the past two nights i've been here and tonight there is supposed to be another big party since it's pride weekend. i'm not sure i want to go out and ( Read more... )

last night was the gotham girls bout - it was pretty cool. one skater - suzy hotrod - was fucking *fast*....but i couldn't help but think, 'i could do that, no problem'....so, yea. i am excited. more so than before. seeing things put into action really lit me up ( Read more... )

i am officially addicted to the brian jonestown massacre. they're fucking awesome. i watched 'dig!' last night and it, too, was very good. recommended ( Read more... )

night 5 of not being able to sleep.

if i had drugs, i'd be taking them. as it is, the fucking antibiotic is making my stomach kill and this heat is making me want to cry.

= the length of time in which i have not smoked the herb. i feel happier, more productive, energetic, clear than i have in a while. remind me of this later, please....i realize i may not ever fully quit (i enjoy it, damnit) but i cannot CANNOT be a regular smoker ( Read more... )

today was weird. everything insisted on being annoying and difficult ( Read more... )