i don't write anymore because my life is boring, frankly. i wake up. commute to work. do my job, which bores me. and come home to a.) go to practice, b.) go to the gym or c.) eff around on the computer and go to sleep. doing all the above (except work) next to rich is a given. he makes it more pleasant, thankfully. we don't really have sex anymore ( Read more... )

i honesty never cease to be amazed ( Read more... )

i love it here i love it here i love it here i love it here i love it here.

i couldn't possibly feel more blah right now.

casey!

i got the bracelet yesterday and have been wearing it every since.

and it does help...

<3

i am exhausted and it's not even 10 p.m.

a lot of delusions were shattered today. a good thing. a painful thing. a very tiring thing.

the positive outcome of today is that i saw a lot of people i care for.

i think i'm going to just go to bed now.

today i found out someone i considered a friend had been killed in a bicycle accident. i found out by going to a random person's bme page and seeing a reference to "keith" and "you bastard" and i suddenly knew.....but yet, didn't believe it ( Read more... )

[i feel okay every day knowing that to be true. and i may not even be referring to any one person. i may be referring to myself. i may not be referring at all ( Read more... )

today has been what i needed it to be ( Read more... )

i have the worst migraine. i've had it for about 12 hours now and it's unrelenting. my liver and kidneys are about to take a vacation due to all the fucking meds i've taken this week for my tailbone, now headache ( Read more... )