when I was a kid I had a sexual awakening to a JuicyFruit commercial ( Read more... )

what is the submerged joke here?
cosmic beings, trickster gods
that every time I smell the scent
of secondhand smoke
on the air of a drear autumn day
I can't help but weep
uncontrollably

was this a night of growth, maturity ( Read more... )

violent nothing
null// disquiet
distemper
I've had all my shots
I scream
as she runs out of the restaurant
I was just kidding
she pulls away so hard
think I'll separate her shoulder if I don't let go
I don't let go
shaking  // vibrating
electrical penetration
penitence
muscles spasm, cells divide
my head is full
of secrets// silence

I burned to death.  it was okay.

In my head you're still there, nodding off at the bar after your second beer ( Read more... )

I dont even remember you anymore ( Read more... )

Rosa ( Read more... )

hard dick
hard heart
geometric patterns
call it art
wasted fortune
no restart
cum on your stomach
poisoned dart
leeching repentance
torn apart
avoid, indifferent
beer from the minimart
assured rejection
empty lingerie cart
and now you're married
a brand new start

got dumped, got evicted, couch surfed.  minor diversion.  met her through friends I was bumming with.  cute, blonde, good body, totally unhinged.  threw a tantrum in a record store.  barely got to know her.  got drunk and went home with her to her parents house against the warnings of my friends.  we laid in bed and watched a Troma movie, there ( Read more... )