Last post...2005. Currently 2007. I guess not a lot today though. I'm finding solace in the upcoming summer months and hopefully a move. I don't mind being quite possibly the most hated figure in this local "music scene," as long as there's the possibility of getting the hell out. I don't feel I really deserve the level of dislike people seem to ( Read more... )

Four months later. Wow, that wasn't even a sentence. I restarted Stolen Moment with Brandon, we wrote 2 new songs, which are old for me, but I never got to write them the way I wanted to until now. Got a new apartment with 2 others that I may or may not be leaving Friday. You know, two years ago I said that none of this would stay the same. Funny. ( Read more... )

Holy shit - not a single post since March. Too busy I guess. Between work and Forever Tomorrow I lose time between the couch cushions. I wish I could at least decide where people fit into my life. I did find a new job at some call center that bears a striking resemblance to VMS, in concept at least. More outbound joy.

Found an apartment, with 2 other people. I suppose the day has come then...I'm getting sooooo fucking bored. I think an instrument would cheer me up. Saw the Sweet Nothings and Start From Scratch on Saturday. Ashley was there, so of course there was awkwardness. Met a few very decent people in particular, though. Alex was there, and we ditched part ( Read more... )

p.s. Emily if you read this...I need more livejournal friends, any advice? I really feel like I'm talking to myself here.

I just discovered purevolume.com, and I think I've found some semblance of reason for doing what I'm doing. I'm getting a lot of talk from both sides of my brain here...so needless to say I will go to school, but I know what I really feel that I need to do. All the experiences I've crammed into my head the last couple of weeks, some of them only in ( Read more... )

been awhile...feeling lovely (he says to no one in particular). looks like the starvation army is looking to recruit me again, I choose to blame ex-girlfriends who are exceedingly terrible with checking accounts. Matt needs a half-stack. but Matt also needs a new vehicle. Step back a bit...Matthew needs a new job first. Wow, i suppose i'm just ( Read more... )

Looks like I'm going to be rejoining Bad Year...Finally made up with Alex and we started talking about the band...I know I am going to throw myself wholeheartedly ( Read more... )

damn...time certainly is the one with the faster method of transportation here...5 am...I need a new job. I may not even be leaving home for another month. I can't even afford to feed my musical needs. I think a lot more and talk a lot less now ( Read more... )

I've dried my eyes now I'll crust them with sleep ( Read more... )