So I've actually been pretty sick lately. Last weekend I went to my friend's dorm to party and we got drunk and ate pizza. To hell with my diet, I realized ( Read more... )

Hey guys, I know I just posted but I wanted to know what songs you guys know of that talk about, you know, weight loss, eating disorders, anything. All I know of so far is Silverchair-ana's Song, and Lisa Loeb-she's falling apart. But I listen to music all day and would like some little reminders.

Today was really shitty. I overslept so I had to book it to get to school, then when I got home I just kind of passed out in bed. I guess it's not so bad, because I didn't eat anything, I just generally felt completely exhausted. I ate a ton yesterday that I wrote about, but then pretty much nothing today (my brother brought me a green tea when he ( Read more... )

Alright, day 2 didn't go so well. It started out fine and I didn't feel the need to document every waking moment, as you can see from my lack of that type of entry today. I made a few periodic notes, such as the persistent hunger and heartburn, and the fact that even though I was drinking tons of water, I was a little thirstier than usual. I was a ( Read more... )

Today I wore my skinny jeans so that I wouldn't forget that I'm on a mission to lose weight. I also made it a goal to drink a shiteload of water. I knew it was going to be really hard because it was my first day, and I have tried this before, and then given in and binged, and said, "I'll just start tomorrow instead," and done the same thing. Today ( Read more... )

I'm starting out brand new right now. I am not thinking of myself as a 2-million pound woman, but as a 1-million pound woman in progress.
Obviously the numbers are not real. But the real numbers are too horrifying to put on the internet.
I need some help. I have tried working out and eating less and I can't keep them up long enough, because I always ( Read more... )