IVE GOT A BUN IN THE OVEN!
and her name is madison!!!!!!!!

im eating for two now

im going to new zealand!!! oh man. i can barely contain myself!!!!! march 23-april 3 (spring break). it is such a once in a lifetime trip. everything happens for a reason. i am so sure of this. i mean it actually has to! im going to find myself and perhaps we'll even discover the meaning of life, who knows....its going to be an intensely spiritual ( Read more... )

i dont want to fail at life anymore. for the first time in a long time, i'm actually sad. and i dont have the people around me that i need to make me feel better.

so hopefully i will learn something from this. that i need to find a balance so so badly. im supposed to be working on each class for 15 hours a week outside of class, which would make this a 45hr/week full time job. i have probably done about....2 hours of work since i have been here. and i thought i was going to be so good ( Read more... )

blah blahhhh i love college because there really isnt homework. i love it because if i really didnt want to i wouldnt have to go to class (but so far i want to) and i love it because its not high school at all ( Read more... )

maaaaaaan, that was an awesomely good drunken night. awesomely good. except for me breaking my arm, locking myself out of my room, falling on top of the dining hall table, giving my id card to some random girl who resembled me and running my head into a tree branch. i rode on the handelbars of a bicycle, and even rode a bicycle. and i saw my first ( Read more... )

damn i feel sweaty and gross and in need of a shower. all of that dancing to catchy rap music, it gets me everytime ( Read more... )

college ( Read more... )

so i guess im leaving for college..?? in like 30 minutes ( Read more... )

the past 24 hours have been hard and bad and lonely.
im glad my friends have really been there for me when i needed them....oh no wait, they werent.

life lesson? i guess so

i dont mean to be a bitch but i guess i expect what i would give to my friends