what the hell have i been doing...i have no idea. this break has gone so fast. nothing spectacular. new years was fun. beer bong, cops, smirnoff, getting lost, nations, mud, bitches, video games...cigarettes. i guess that sums it up pretty well. oh, and having to countdown in a bathroom with the lights turned off hiding under the sink hahaha jason

last night was terrible. like actual torture. mostly because i knew everything that was going on- all of the mind games and the using, and i felt like i was the only one, like everyone else was completely oblivious. and it was such a letdown, on soo many levels. so many painful levels. and annie i love you! youre always there for me, even where ( Read more... )

hot damn! its winter break ( Read more... )

i've been smoking way too many cigarettes lately. its disgusting. it makes me disgusting. i can't even count how many i have per day anymore. i suggest everyone stop smoking and then maybe id be able to too.

last night was so very uneventful. especially when we have these expectations and tell ourselves "ok, lets have the most fun we possibly can tonight!" which is something i say nearly every night. but it was fun hanging out with jen, because i hadn't really seen her for a few weeks and we went to a party in fairfax. and the best part about that was ( Read more... )

*Freshman Year ( Read more... )

i thought, hey, im not doing anything right now maybe ill do a little shopping. so i went to the village. and it was a complete nightmare. everything about it. marin people are bad enough, but when they go shopping theyre like monsters. everyone is so rude and pompous and i might seriously never go back there again. the holidays are my absolute ( Read more... )

i complained so much last night. but i just couldn't help myself. until about 9 or 10, i was having one of the most boring nights of my life. sitting at my house watching tv would have been 2x as fun. but everything worked out and ended up being really fun. had a VERY hilarious experience at mcdonalds in san rafael. all i did was ask for a small ( Read more... )

uc applications are done. that means i have got 5 done and 5 more to go. im ecstatic. im making much better progress than i thought. yep, im ecstatic ( Read more... )

i didnt' go to school today because i couldn't find my car keys. what a lame excuse. but it was time well spent at hom because i actually finished 15 pages of dfweo figk g fmb SHIT that really probably wont even be read. at least its a little weight off my shoulders.

today is stressful.stressful.stressful. with most of my applications due tomorrow ( Read more... )