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soooo still nothing to eat all day and I went to go workout and I dunno if it was the music or just energy or something but i was like ok instead of setting it to calories or distance and watching it slowly change every second I'll set it to speed and go..so I did and i was like naw i'll check after next song..after next..next thing I know I check ( Read more... )

time for like a background check??I dunno i just kinda felt like doing it. SO here goes ( Read more... )

ok so I was just reading a post that someone made about going "number 2" haha I feel like a lil kid, okay taking a shit. I dont do it often maybe once a week or longer than that and it has been that way for awhile and so I was thinking that next time I go to the doctors I could ask them for like something that will make me go more regularly, I ( Read more... )

so wow, big reality check..last night I was on the phone with matt and my sister came in the room and saw I had changed it and started looking around, she found my journal from middle school and theres not much in there cept stupid stuff so I just said gimme that and told matt i'd found it and i started looking for the part in there where he came ( Read more... )

soo this explains why i was suddenly getting bloating..period time..my stomach feels like shit and its just gross but i'm glad to know its just that and not something i was doing becuase I'v been doing so well with fasting and working out. I even went out last night to a movie night thing with some friends over at a friends house..oddly enough it ( Read more... )

soo still doing well, my dad was gonna pull me and my lillest sister along to the beach with him but last minute he decided no*yay*because we end up eating out and thats no fun. So later me and my sister are going on a run and I'll do the bike like everyday. So far 90 cals of yogurt for breakfast and nothing else. I feel so lovely..I do need to ( Read more... )

I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT..i guess after getting my depression and cutting under control i have the ability to focus on this and to have the energy to carry through :) I'v been doing so well and i have no sign of turning back. Finally I am in control like I want to be, and I don't want to jump the gun or start getting all excited because ( Read more... )

woohoo nectarines..65 cals for one is better than a tiny non filling applesauce of 100..atleast the nectarine fills me up and makes me feel like i ate something. I was on the phone with matt while i was laying out and went inside and i opened the fridge and there was an unknown fruit..plum?no apple?no peach?no..nectarine!It's snappy like an apple ( Read more... )

soo everything is still going well..didn't fast as much as i wanted to yesterday but some salad and a small plain not from a fast food place hamburger won't hurt me. I'm sure I burned it off anyways. I went to see mr.& mrs.smith*such a great movie*with matt and then we went back to his house. GAWD I'm so in love..i swear my heart is gonna explode ( Read more... )