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[starvingthin]

I'm taking my brother out for "dinner" this afternoon - although, of course, I won't eat. He won't notice. He knows I'm fat. He came second top in class for some aptitude test, which he thought he would fail because "we were meant to have calculators but I forgot mine". This is a kid who has been expelled from six schools for violence. Who smokes

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[hope_is_swift]

hello gorgeous.
(a)you're not fat;
(b)you're a wonderful, wonderful sister;
(c)its fucking screwed that parents have such retarded expectations;
(d)iloveyou.
darling, really, i love you.
and i know how hard it is to see reality clearly
in front of the mirror,
but i'm certain you are beautiful,
just the way you are.
lots of love
xx

[starvingthin]

Thank you ... you are so very beautiful too; in many more ways than one. But even if I'm not "fat", I'm certainly majoritively chubby. But that's what this whole "game" is about. Ridiculousness, because we know better than everyone else. Which is true ... but painful.