have i mentioned lately how much i love you? & how much i do not understand how you can like the cold? you're crazy, dear! the cold is horrid!
& i understand that not feeling emotions part. like you're hollow. empty. a mere shell. & in many ways its safe, its insular, a fortress. but it some many more ways its so fucking lonely you want to die. hang in there, darling, won't you? i need you. & i love you. xx
the cold ... I think it rather reminds me of the beauty of the world ... makes my mind sharper, and more aware. i think this move will be good for me; every day i am reminded of the beauty of nature, and i am surrounded by it, and i think it will help me. well, the way *i* want to be helped ... not in the conventional sense. never in the conventional sense.
never in the conventional sense. because there's not sense it trying it that way when what is trying to be helped is not in the slightest bit conventional. if i'm making any sense. *sigh* lots of love, xx
Mmmm ... yes. I follow, although it seems the only people who understand this are those who are subject to unconventional treatment and expectations for their unconventional ... well, problems. Dear me ... what comes of the world today?
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& how much i do not understand how you can like the cold?
you're crazy, dear! the cold is horrid!
& i understand that not feeling emotions part.
like you're hollow. empty. a mere shell.
& in many ways its safe, its insular, a fortress.
but it some many more ways its so fucking lonely you want to die.
hang in there, darling, won't you?
i need you.
& i love you.
xx
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because there's not sense it trying it that way
when what is trying to be helped is not in the slightest bit conventional.
if i'm making any sense.
*sigh*
lots of love,
xx
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