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[starvingthin]

i've been moody tonight. stupid period. stupid lots of things. http://fckedupnomad.blogspot.com >>> why is that so different to here? i don't follow it. a lot of times these days, i start typing a sentence, and forget completely what it is I'm typing. all the time. i don't like it. i

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[hope_is_swift]

i guess we can be whoever we want to be

[starvingthin]

you're right ... you read me so well; it's ... it's nice to be understood - not in a text book way, or in an observational sense, but knowing that you just ... you just know me so well without it needing to be spelt out.

every counselling session i've ever had, every person i've ever in any way confided in about any of my problems and my methods of dealing with them, i've prayed so hard they'd see behind my words, or just listen to what i was really saying - somebody to get past my little lies and my deception and false smiles and nods and saying "yeah, that's it" when they try to understand - but you've done it ... you hear what i'm saying and what i mean and ... i can only hope i can be for you a fraction of what you are to me.

the right/wrong problem, and not wanting to blend in ... y'know, if you don't become a nurse you'd make a damn good psychologist!

thank you.