I believe the saddest thing in life, is caring so much for someone and then one day you look into their eyes and listen to them talk and realize that they are gone. All you see in front of you is a stranger with just a known name.

9:00 - 10:00 - Arrive at work. Check messages. Log into facebook, myspace, livejournal. Read the news on aol.com and wwtdd.com. Check bank accounts on mint.com. Eat Breakfast ( Read more... )

As much as I have dreaded the words "he's gone" for pretty much my entire life, I couldn't help but be a little bit relieved at 630 this morning when I heard them. When the phone rings at 630 you know something bad has happened. So I knew right away by the first ring. My mom came in and told me and I just responded with, "okay". What else do you ( Read more... )

The Thing Is by Ellen Bass ( Read more... )

Usually I love Christmas, usually it's my favorite holiday ( Read more... )

So yesterday I suffered a huge nervous breakdown. I woke up to print out my History of Rock n Roll paper and my printer was broken. It was my final. So being the smarty-pants that I am... I freaked out. I decided it's better to not go to class at all, then to go without my final. Then I started thinking about my life and how much I hate it. Really ( Read more... )

"Life is a performance, I thought. Perhaps the word "illusion" would have meant more or less the same thing, but to me "performance" seemed closer to the truth. Standing there in the midst of the crowd that evening, I felt this realization swirl dizzily through my body in a dazzling splendor of light, if only for an instant. Each one of us ( Read more... )

School needs to be over nowwwww.

I keep trying to write something here but I have nothing to say. Maybe that's saying enough.

It's been awhile ( Read more... )