Stop talking about love. Every asshole in the world says he loves somebody. It means nothing. It still doesn't mean anything. What you feel only matters to you. It's what you do to the people you say you love, that's what matters. It's the only thing that counts.

I haven't written in awhile ( Read more... )

and so it is ( Read more... )

my life could pretty much not be any more perfect.

:)

An unescapable surprise.
A loving glare,
An endearing smile.

A sense that someone loves you far too much for what you give them in return.

A simple embrace,
A longing stare,
A touch that lasts a lifetime.

A public look that makes your body hot.
A sense of belonging.

Three simple words that used to flow so freely now must be silenced.A ( Read more... )

i wish i was still fun.

I went to the doctor today about getting my endoscopy. He was a doctor whom I've never met with before which is strange because I've been to pretty much every doctor on the planet. Anyways, he asks me to explain my symptoms. I say, "I get this strange pain in my chest every so often, one time it was really bad..." and he just kinda looks at me ( Read more... )

My "well-being advisor" on startmakingchoices.com told me to write in a personal journal. I guess this is the closest thing I can come to. Doesn't make a difference here nor there because secrets will still be kept. I could never let my true feelings out on paper. I remember being younger and always having a journal. My mom would kiss me good ( Read more... )

Cath, she stands with a well-intentioned man ( Read more... )

I need to :

1. Quit smoking.
2. Stop drinking so much.
3. Actually eat a healthy breakfast, lunch, and dinner every day.
4. Drink more water.
5. Get all like, 25 of my cavities filled.
6. Do well in school.

I'll keep you posted.