wow, i haven't written in a long time. my life has turned around some! i have been really focusing on school (graduation is in late may!) & taking care of myself. jeremiah and i are doing wonderful, so i'm happy about that ( Read more... )

hey guys. things are going better for me. im not as upset anymore...ive been working, going to school, and trying to just be better in as many ways as possible. my doctor's appointment went well..which i was happy about. i was really stressing about it. jeremiah & i are getting along great. hes still working at starbucks so we see eachother ( Read more... )

im giving up on livejournal. i never write. i never have time to write, and when i do, the fucker doesnt work. if anyone wants to keep in touch, message me on aim. starxtheory is the screen name. ill be checkin in from time to time to read journals, but i completely understand if most of you take me off your lists. lol i love you all!

fuck, the past week & a half have consisted of me being with jeremiah all the time. in case anyone is interested, we have had some amazing dates lately. ive always heard that breaks dont help, but this time i think it did help. we're getting along so much better and...its nice. anyways, im in my computer class at school so i better get going. ( Read more... )

jeremiah called me today. he told me he loved me for the first time. and also said he wants us to be together again. <3 im so happy!!! lol

jeremiah and i had this super long talk last night. i think right now its still undecided if we're going to be together. hes a great friend and i really dont want to lose that, so either way, ill be content. id be estastic if we decide to be together, but friends is still good. im tired.

oh. in other news, ive been working a ton. i hate getting online lately. my aim doesnt work. im downloading it again right now. actually. its just about...done downloading....NOW. good, its back. i think i need msn too. hell, fuck that. i dont use msn. ever.

jeremiah is back. i missed him. he didnt miss me. we broke up for now. :cries: no, i didnt love him. but i did care about him a lot. and it was very close to love. he claims he was in love with me & still is. but needs a 'break' or some shit.

im all better! lol :hugs to everyone: anyways, hows everyone doing? im alright! jeremiah left to go to san diego for a week to spend time with his old friends. i miss him. how dare that asshole leave me! lol actually ive been surviving. ive been doing a lot of staying at home, reading, working, attempting to cross stitch (i suck at it ( Read more... )

who the fuck gets the flu in the middle of the summer? :raises hand!: i hate the flu. id rather have my ovaries ripped out than have the flu. lol maybe not, but i hate feeling like this. :cries: