the yellowcard concert was 2 days ago. |nods| i went! i went! i had a blast despite the fact i was getting sick. acceptance sings well live, as well as matchbook romance. it ws a good time i tell you ( Read more... )

i'm going to smile just because of it, im gonna sing in the shower even if im off tune, im gonna dance on top of tables and shake it shake it shake it like a POLAROID picture, im gonna hug people just to make them happy, im gonna try and say 'i love you' to the people who mean alot to me, i'm gonna tape my heart back together when it feels like ( Read more... )

do you ever go to sleep sobbing and praying for your life to end? the sorrow has a way of creeping up on you. everything you do is wrong or it just never is enough. the pain is unbearable and the screams, oh how you'd give anything for them to stop. the place you call home is so far from home that it's ironic to even think about it. the place is so ( Read more... )

i want to tell you everything thats happening. i want you to know what it feels like inside of me. i wish i could explain whats going on, or why i am the way i am, or feel the way i feel, if im feeling anything at all, but i am at a loss for words and time. i wonder if the heavens are crying for me today because i can't or if its because i won't ( Read more... )

he's leaving for a week to go to South Carolina. when he comes back he'll have his own home and i can go over whenever i want. it wont be as difficult as it is now. he got aim just for me and and he has feelings for me too. he told me he does. i feel lucky.

im going to be with himi just got back from the gym, im all sweaty and shit. yeah you know ( Read more... )

eve's deciding to let go...

okay im back from virginia. i visited gerrad and we talked about things. we both care about eachother but not more than friends. -smiles- im glad thats taken care of.

today was really nice. i didnt have school and shae dana me and rich all went out. we went to the beach. me and rich talked. he said i make him happy. we ( Read more... )

...and so she's off to Virginia with a mind full of useless thoughts and a broken heart

where is the duct tape when she needs it?

i want to die...end of story.

shoot me now please.

a lonely/drunk 17 year old girl + a lonely/drunk 29 year old boi = two no longer lonely people.

she's not so beautiful anymore.

im in such a good mood right now. i bet you're wondering why well um eve and christina and shannon are all going to take a mini road trip to virginia next weekend. can you believe it? we're gonna video tape the whole thing too! im so excited ( Read more... )