whoa whoa whoa! i have not been online in ages. i feel like im extinct haha. but anyways here i am writing in this rather old thing of mine. just so maybe some of you will get back in touch with me. i miss you all like crazy even if you dont believe that. i know time has come between us as well as silence i wish i could erase that but certain ( Read more... )

after 8 months of being together we have finally broke it off. yes i cried but i realized i will be okay without him. i am fine, even though it hurts theres no way in hell i will go back to him. i deserve more. it was so stupid of me to allow him to get away with treating me like shit. I told him i am done and thats literally what i mean. i wont ( Read more... )

I am done. I dont write in here much anymore at all. Theres no real reason for me to be here. If you need me call me 8146025704 or write me 6545 West Ridge Road Erie Pa 16502.

so i feel like im trapped. theres something i really want to do...theres someone i really want to be with..but whenever the chance comes...its always taken away. im not good at ever taking chances. im scared of everything, especially change. god, i need some help. im not sure what to do anymore. my heart cries out everynight and theres no way to ( Read more... )

my world is crumbling right before my eyes.i have already fallen apart. im shattered into a thousand pieces.im really screaming out for help but only i can hear the oh so deafening cries of my soul. when the buzz dies down and the high fades away im left with nothing but my empty self. the irony in it all is that although i realize this it comes to ( Read more... )

well well well. i am writng in here just to update this thing. so much suff is happening it is ridiculous ( Read more... )

HOLLA! guess what everyone?!? Eve's a little tipsy. Life hasnt been great so far. Ive been struggling with a lot things lately. its actually kind of hard for me to type so if i have any errors please dont mind them. I feel ALONE, and so i drink. I also relapsed, i sliced the art of my emotions into my arm. -sighs- no one simply seems to understand ( Read more... )

Guess what?!? Tomorrow is prom!!!!! OMFG! i have so much stuff to do im loosing my mind. i feel like such a girl because i have to go get my nails done shop for jewelry and shoes, and get my dress unwrinkled. I just finished writing this essay on frankenstein for lang arts and im glad im done with that. After school i have to take a psychology test ( Read more... )

so today we leave this beautiful island. i am kind of sad but i miss my home and id never think id say this but my family as well. i miss my mom so much. haha its pathetic how i called her everyday i was here. i guess you can say im a mommas girl...but she's the only one i have in this world ( Read more... )

I am so sad. i dont know what is wrong, i wish i knew or had any type of idea on why i feel this way but i don't. i feel so helpless and so forgotten. im here in the place of my dreams...seeing the ocean...riding the ocean...loving this paradise...but its not paradise because im still so unhappy. what the fuck is wrong with me? i swear to God a ( Read more... )