This year has been really good, in the general scheme of things. I mean, sure some bad things happened, and I will be honest and say that I wasn't happy the entire time. There were definetly a number of times that I was upset, but I think that the good times were so much better and outnumbered the bad. I've gotten to spend time with my roommate, ( Read more... )

Today was pretty good. I'm over the flu...yay!! And hoping that all the other Mason girls who keep getting sick start getting better too. I want to say thanks to everyone who took care of me over the past few days and sorry to everyone who had to put up with cranky sick, icky, unshowered me ( Read more... )

Look at me being unproductive. I am sitting in BPS, where I have FINALLY figured out how to tap into the wireless internet, doing nothing, enjoying the building that I have come to realize WILL be my second home for the rest of my stay here at MSU, listenting to Professor Stump in the room next to me discuss electromagnetic induction. Funny guy. ( Read more... )

I think I realized that when I'm sitting here thinking how when I'm disappointed with life, I'm really just disappointed with myself. And if that's true, what does it mean that right now I KNOW I'm disappointed with myself? It's like that feeling you get when you're a little kid and you wander away from your parents because they're bugging you, or ( Read more... )

I had an aboslutely amazing birthday this year!! Possibly my best ever. I felt so loved. My mom and dad came up on Friday to take me and Kelli and Kevin out to dinner at Smokey Bones...mmm..ribs!! It was nice to see them and spend time with them. Saturday I woke up to two HUGE signs in the hall saying happy birthday! When Kels and Leah woke up they ( Read more... )

I'm in a pretty chill mood today. It's almost melancholy, but I'm not really sad, just kind of here. I dunno, but it's nice. I've been bouncing around between estatic and devastated lately, so being somewhere in the middle is a refreshing break. Ahhh. I feel like I should be happier, but I'm a little confused. I don't know, I think I'll just go ( Read more... )

In the spirit of being vauge and depressive in livjournals...arghhh. I guess it's just one of those days. Not too bad for a Monday, but what the hell, can't I just be a real person? Maybe I can blame it all on my ridiculously hard physics re-take this morning. But that would be rationalization (we learned defense mechanisms in psych today), which ( Read more... )

Ouch. That pretty much sums up how I feel this morning. Last night I said I wasn't going to drink, 6 keg stands later I was about as drunk as I've been in a long time. And so this morning, I get to deal with the heacache and nausea from being hungover, and the embarrassment of being the drunk girl last night. Sorry to anyone I poured beer on (Leroy ( Read more... )

So my second calc two test of the semester and well, I think I may have done better than the 56% I got on the first one. After that, though, I decided that I am a completely worthless student. Sometimes I wonder what happened, I used to be such a good student in high school. Now I can barely stay awake in class. I think I amy have annoyed my ( Read more... )

It is 3 AM. And I am awake. Wide awake. And I have no pressing plans for tomorrow besides sleeping in and doing a lab report, a few cat naps, hopefully hitting McDonalds with Andrea! Tonight was a downer, but I'm not going to go into that. Everything has been going to well lately. Well, except for the calc 3 test I probably failed Thursday. But I' ( Read more... )