happy new year...hope 2006 will be better than 2005.

Every 15 minutes was the most profound thing EVER...only i thought the first day was a bit worse than the second...the first day i cried nonstop, today only a few times. It felt like the worst thing ever to hear the names of those people, people who i know on the PA saying they are dead. Even worse was the simulated crash....i was like fine at ( Read more... )

i know im not thinking like this anymore but watev ( Read more... )

just got home from a party....

martinis
riesling
cosmo
cardinale
vicky
julia
anastasia
karaoke

i love prehalloween parties

congratufuckinglations

Don't you hate it when someone you'd give the fucking world for is miserable & ur powerless to help them? you try, even though what will make them happy hurts you like nothing else yet it doesn't work....then you see their face....the haunted broken eyes, the dark circles rimming them and a mere shadow of the old smile & your heart contracts as you ( Read more... )

Got evacuated..but before that spent the whole day home....god its so scary when ur standong in ur backyard and you see this ring of flames....makes you realize how much u love ur house & how u dont wanna see it burn...when i was packing i was thinking how i can fit 12 years of my life into suitcases.

HEY EVEYONE...this is vicky updating for masha.,.....she is at my house right now...she is sleeping over here and WE ARE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HYPER....AND SO AHHHHHHHH....masha isnt in a really good mood right now....even....sugar and lots junk food....didnt help her....i am her therpist at teh moment,....even tho im having my own relationship ( Read more... )

"whatever doesn't kill us makes us stronger"-very true but highly painful

why does all this shit seem to happen to me...what the hell have i done to deserve it

dropping AP Chem...an impossible class...apart from that life is chill....friday lil Masha and i went to the chs-elco game and watched our lovely team lose 28-0. Then lil Masha slept over and it was mucho fun....then saturday lil Masha was picked up saturday after a long night of endless discussions....and later my dad picked me up and we went to ( Read more... )