What a horrible day. I hate funerals. I hate to see so much pain. I hate everything I realized and lost

Im so heart broken yet it isn't over a guy... or well in that since. I couldn't take it at Bryan's house (friend who just past) to see all of his friends and my best friend so hurt. To see Chris Bey that way killed me inside. I held Chris's hand and in some since it kept me from breaking down as Bryan's mom talked about him. I don't know. .... It ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish I could take it all back.... I want to thank everyone who has helped me through these days in HS. Im scared to graduate and I don't want to leave everyone. I don't want to see new faces! Iam truly going to miss Cleveland and the people have touched my life....

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So my hair is really short.. i cut it off. I got a job. Im joining the Navy... what else... nothing new

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So I got the pics from the accident from Ash today.....


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I was thinking about everything.... So I haven't updated in awhile... so... Ash and I were in a head on accident on Friday after the breakfast... scary shit. We both are fine. The BMW is completely smashed. HMM.... Im so lost about so many things right now

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Things have been really bothering me lately. Iam getting so fucking annoyed at certain people. I don't know if annoyed is the right word or just short tempered. I can't handle somethings. Iam so over with waiting for college letters. I might go straight into the Navy... Im no sure. Fuck. I don't know. Things aren't bad just I seem to be dwelling on ( Read more... )