You will pick yourself up, I hope.
You will one day laugh at me.
You will soon realize you are up for the challenge.
You will make me feel complete confusion.

I have not listened to HIM in a while, I missed this band. I've been reading A LOT, I think it keeps my head occupied. Things are so different.

Today was so strange. It was so... empty, fast, distant.

Numb. Sick. Nothing.

Now I truly feel... nothing ( Read more... )

Eric texts me after a couple days of not talking to me because He hated me with "i got in a car accident my car is totaled." I was pretty worried... he had stitches and such but still ( Read more... )

Is it supposed to be "lose two things, gain nothing"? because I feel like thats not normal. However I guess it is normal for me.

gaygaygaygaygay. 5 days until a great weekend.

The first day of school... was just amazing. It feels so good to know It wont be a drag this year. I found a flaw in someone today and it feels good because they think they are flawless. Falling is a terrible idea and I need to be tough ( Read more... )

Oh boy.
I wish I could control myself.
eeeeeeeekkkkkkk

haha what a great end to summer :]

I hate how everyone is gone now.
Even my new friends are gone in a month.
maybe i DO want school to come.

I need something to keep my mind on.
I cant wait for october :]