It annoys me that I'm disgustingly nice to people I strongly dislike. It means I'm a bit fake. Well I have decided not to do that tonight and see how it works. I'm in the mood for a nice verbal argument anyway. I just don't see how I should continue to let jerks get away with being jerks. Especially when when they are jerks that have no ( Read more... )

I got my camera, thanks to dave (boyfriend). I really honestly was set on never dating anyone, ever again. He somehow made me change my mind. I met him through gena, who is a crazy bitch. It took me a couple times to remember his name, and he was cute and all at first but at the time I didn't look at any guy in that special way. Eventually he was ( Read more... )

Laptop
Camera
shopping spree
Cali
FL
Europe
Snowboarding equipment
Camera accesories
Scool

These Are my short-medium term goals.... I better have these all crossed off by next year.

Well, There is so much I need to write down so I can remember in the future ( Read more... )

Today is one of those days. I just feel so empty now. I don't have any interest in finding someone else, I don't want to... what would be the point? I think he might be happier.. which is good I guess but I'm still resentful and maybe a part of me wants him to be lost ( Read more... )

Things are so weird.

Dallas is going the extra mile now that we arn't dating... It always seems to me I get the specail treatment when Im NOT his girlfriend.

My roommate tom is weird.

I quit suncapsule because they wouldn't let me close early in the biggest blizzard lancaster has seen in a while. Cunts.

Life is so mediocre and irritating.

I HATE you. I HATE YOU! You are FAKE and annoying and ugly. I hate you and you will never get anything better than what I gave you. I hope you rot in hell and get fucked in the ass by your "best friend" because he's fucking the biggest fag I've ever seen. Have fun.

well that was easy, got a new job.

been pretty much living with dallas.

Might move to boston with in a year or two.

Lifes pretty fantastic

Feels awesome ( Read more... )

And you can bring me to my knees...Again ( Read more... )