Today I found out that I had over $800 in one of my accounts that I didn't know about. I'm not exactly sure where it came from and it could have been very useful a little while ago. I'm pretty glad that I have it though ( Read more... )

This sucks. I'm sitting at here at home on New Years Eve with my parents. I have no where to go and the only person I want to be with is two states away. What a way to end such an amazing year ( Read more... )

I suddenly got really upset and 2 people I love. I feel bad about it but I can't help how I feel. Call it PMS or whatever you want. Normally I would have just let it got but PMS usually gets the worst of me ( Read more... )

01. Open your iTunes [or Winamp, or RealPlayer, or MusicMatch, Windows Media Player OR any usually neglected Linux players including Rhythmbox, Quod Libet, AmaroK, or Noatun ( Read more... )

I wish that when people said that they were going to do something that they would actually commit to it and follow through with it. Kevin just told me that he doesn't know if he is going to be coming home with me to Pittsburgh. Which I completely understand since his grandma just passed away this weekend that he kinda wants to be with his family ( Read more... )

It feels like a good time for a REAL update. No more of these one liners. My weekend was fairly eventful. I stayed in Friday night since I had to work early on Saturday. I ended up watching some Nip/Tuck for a while and then John, Kevin and Kerry stopped by to ask if they could watch a movie in my room. I always enjoy company so I said yes. ( Read more... )

Suddenly everything has changed.

Is it possible to be in love with your own life?

I wish I could make him feel comfortable. I wish he could give me more. Tonight was a perfect night nonetheless.

I'm so pissed right now, but at the same time I don't feel like I have the right to be pissed at him. I haven't told him how much I've missed him. I haven't told him how much I thought about him over the summer and how it killed me being so close before school ended and then hardly getting to say a word to him for a whole 3 months. Why do I ( Read more... )