So I went to school to visit people this weekend. Unfortunately I got myself all worked up about how great it was going to be, how exciting it would be to see everyone and hang out with the people that I thought were having a greater time than me. I get there and realize that everyone is losing it, the fondness I had for my school and the crazy ( Read more... )

It is so nice to just sit around, with no schedule... when everyone is off at work and I am the one with my feet up relaxing. I know i have a ton to get done... but it is soo nice to know that there is not rush. Too bad everyday wasn't a day off ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder what next year will bring. I look through the same eyes in such a new way. I have a new person to depend on, a new itinerary and yet I cant help but wonder if you just adapt or really grow. The past still haunts, old fears still linger.... years have passed. I know we are never able to see the bigger picture, never able to fully ( Read more... )

So I dont know why i have felt so disconnected... but it is to the point where writing in my journal is a daunting task. Life is changing alot and it is nothing to complain about. I am adjusting to being a normal working adult who has very little time to get things done because the 9-6pm schedule is a little overwhelming. I like what I do and I ( Read more... )

Soo... this whole new car thing has turned into the biggest hassle in th history of the world ( Read more... )

oh goodness... it has been awhile and so much has changed ( Read more... )

Life has been strange lately ( Read more... )

my hard drive was replaced and I am slowly re-entering the internet world. I missed you all lots. Life has been way too crazy... I am just along for the ride until it slows down a little.

I feel lately that no matter what I cannot do anything right... that someone has to look at the situation and point out my lack of manners, my disrespect, etc. I guess I just don't understand where I started doing everything wrong and where I was supposed to automatically know things that people never explained.

I am officially done with all work/ all finals... meaning my undergraduate studies are done!

I am soo happy I survived!

Now... what do I do with myself??