There was something diverting in his eyes. Very slow to disclose, very cautious in warming up ( Read more... )

I guess I have been avoiding lj like I have been avoiding anything that seems frivolous or intriguing. I seem to have slipped into this rutt where if I feel adventorous I will catch up on phone calls, flip through myspace, see familiar faces with different stories and wonder why does it look like everyone else is having fun and I am not ( Read more... )

So I realized that I need to just download my mind into cyberspace so I can relax and enjoy the good times that will hopefully be coming my way ( Read more... )

So I am restlessly wandering through life today. Although somethings have been resolved, I am still left with the overwhelming feeling that I am lacking direction. After having a horrible smoothie that I thought would improve my spirits, I came back to the place I am housesitting and made the most amazing discovery... Lucky Charms. The bowl of ( Read more... )

I am realizing a lot of things lately ( Read more... )

2 people died from Willamette that I know and/or are aquainted with ( Read more... )

I dont know why we torture ourselves by looking at pictures or browsing pages of friends that you have grown apart from. You shouldnt read through the messages, reflect on the past, or feel somewhat disconnected. You shouldn't punish yourself for the inconsistencies of others. More than anything this week... I keep on thinking that I should not ( Read more... )

Life is such a fragile and interesting creature ( Read more... )

This Thanksgiving I learned alot, the aftermath still has that familiar sting.... but it is lesson I refused to acknowledge. In the end I realized that my grandpa is a wonderful person but in the end offers things/help with the expectation that you will provide in return ( Read more... )

So... as much as I like my job as of now, I know that I am not cut out for sales and have fallen back on the idea that I would like to be a teacher. As I knew initially... becoming a teachers is going to cost about $20,000-30,000. Some programs are long, some short... and one of course I have already been accepted into ( Read more... )