i'm left with just a few spare moments of normalcy before this weekend of secrets and hypocrisy begins. before i have to turn myself into something im not in order to preserve the sanctity of family and be with people that i love. i dread and loathe these days before they come, but at the same time they have their own redeeming qualities. forced ( Read more... )

i did that perks quiz. i got patrick. most of my answers were split between sam and charlie though. i tried to be honest ( Read more... )

in the library. again. bored because i try to avoid the cafeteria. chances are i would be bored there too. i forgot my book. i wish i hadn't ( Read more... )

I haven't done this in awhile. i don't really know why, i just haven't had the motivation or desire to record the past week. its monday, third period and sam and lili are nowhere to be found. it seems i have been ditched-- maybe for the weather ( Read more... )

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything ( Read more... )

stolen from a random dj ( Read more... )

im at sammmmmms with jules. so of course this is the hardest i've laughed all vacation. last night was mcr/avenged sevenfold/nora/alexisonfire-- it was good. i really liked alexisonfire, and i had never heard them before so it was nice. and mcr was great as expected but i really wanted them to play demolition lovers ( Read more... )

( i'm giving you the choice- its not very pretty )

this has been one of the greatest days i've had in a loooong time. period. the end.

thank you.

really fast entry- ill elaborate later i just want to capture this as its happening. i am having the most... refreshing... day ever. its incredible. i feel so great right now, i just want to bottle it up and keep everything exactly the way it is, and capture it and keep it as best as i can so that i can look back and know that things really arent ( Read more... )