most of today sucked. im in a shitty mood and have had a headache since chem. but i can't forget those few moments that stuck out. little perfect gems of stolen time. sitting with kat in the sun and the melting snow, with the glare making my eyes go all squinty and michelle running around taking pictures of the birds a few feet away. we just sat ( Read more... )

i feel content. sitting in the half dark in my computer room and thinking about my friends and singing wicked to myself. because i just get nice like that. i know this is ridiculously geeky (plus sam said it already) but i really had a good time at the ap review class tonight, it was small, just with people i enjoy being around, and ms. stanek was ( Read more... )

updating in te library. again. and sam's not here, that stupid... head. but tim is here and we're being all silent and involved in our respective posts. its not snowing anymore, but yesterday it was and it was beautiful, if only for the fact that it was so out of place. a little stubborn piece of winter refusing to leave. coming up and suprising ( Read more... )

i've lost count of how many people have asked me if i'm okay these past few days. they said i look "down" or "off" or "sad" or some other synonym for depressed. well i'm not, im just very very tired. so thanks for caring-- but stop asking.

love,
lynda

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all i want to do right now is sit outside and read my book. and maybe take a little nap. i broke out my light jacket today for the first time since fall, and it makes me really happy. the army one with the pink fleece inside. the bell is about to ring, and i just started-- im not going to pretend ill ever get back to this post, just like ill never ( Read more... )

for the past 5 minutes i have been sitting here, writing, deleting, and rewriting this sentence. well not that sentence because that isn't what i wanted to say-- but i guess the whole point of that was that i don't really know what i want to say, or how i want to say it, or if i can say it at all. so i won't, and instead i'll just be cryptic and ( Read more... )

SAM-- GET BETTER RIGHT NOW AND GET UR ASS TO SCHOOL!!!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY LILI!!!i had a really vivid dream last night that i did lsd, and i was tripping and parts of it were in vegas, and parts were on the loop parkway near jones beach. i was in my dads new car and that song by Cheap Trick, "I want you to want me" was playing really loudly in my head. i love that song. it was a totally bizarre night, and ( Read more... )