I just realized I haven't posted anything on here since January. Now it's November. Not too many surprising things have been happening to me ( Read more... )

So I've been through a lot of turmoil the past couple of years. Ups AND downs. For every bad thing, there was a really great thing to go with it ( Read more... )

For the first time in my life, I feel absolutely safe, secure, and just generally at peace. Don't get me wrong, still crazy stuff going on. I've just learned to deal with it better and I've learned not to allow the negativity get in the way of enjoying the good things around me ( Read more... )

The past couple of months I have been crazy angry, and full of anxiety. I have felt like a time bomb that is about ready to explode ( Read more... )

I always tell people that it is not a good idea to leave me alone with my thoughts ( Read more... )

Today, December 19th, it was about 60 degrees in the central Bluegrass. I went Christmas shopping, and while in the car, I sped with the windows down and the sunroof open and let my hair fly everywhere. I took deep breaths, and for just a moment, I pretended it was springtime ( Read more... )

Much of the greatest music of the world (or at least in Western Civilization) has been written in pursuit of a woman.
Sometimes it makes me wish I was born a man.
When the male of the species talks/sings about heartache, love, and emotion, it usually seems more glorified and justified than it does when it comes from a woman. Sometimes women just ( Read more... )

I just had 4 days off work. I thought it was going to be great, but I think it was 4 days too long. I have begun to get restless with no actual tasks to do. I've been doing stuff around the house and things like that, but I think I need to have a job to go to everyday. Am I a workaholic? At one point in my life I would have given myself that name. ( Read more... )

First, myself ( Read more... )

Today was good and bad ( Read more... )