carmen you are such and idiot ( Read more... )

I don't know what to think about anything anymore. Why do people have to come into my fucking life and make it so much more complicated. I'm starting to hate close to everything and everyone except for Cassandra, and Todd. I'm even getting sick of Kate a bit. The things and choices she does and decides to do anyway....I love her, she's my best ( Read more... )

So Fitz...apologized. Yana told me to stop talking to him and Kate told me to keep him around? Well I'm doing neither. I don't know. I wish someone would just tell me that everything will be okay. I fake and pretend that I'm okay when really I am feeling really sick and like I wanna fucking kill myself. The funny thing is, I am was going to kill ( Read more... )

Wow ( Read more... )

This blows. I just realized that I haven't been to a show for the longest time now. I mean, I used to be at one every other week. I haven't been to a show since like...the Remember August ones. The first four atleast ( Read more... )

Wow. It has only been recently I've figured out that "drugs are bad" for you. Obviously they ARE bad. We all know that. But I've never actually taken in any recognition of stopping, nor have I actually put any effort into quitting. Honestly...I think I've experienced just too much in my lifetime and I'm only 15. I know, others would probably say ( Read more... )

but you won't get to see the tears I cry

people die. shit happens.

Kyle, Steven and Amanda totally owned me on X-Box last night by the way ( Read more... )

So yesterday, I had plans with Yana at 6am-830am but neither of us woke up in time. I ended up waking up at 9am, and she ended up waking up at 130pm. I was in alot of shit because my meeting with my Youth Intervention counsellor was at 915am, and considering my mum was at work, I had no way of getting there in time(Even if I did, I would've been ( Read more... )

So I thought I could live on without Livejournal. I guess not. This sucks, 'Cause it seems like every livejournal entry I type up is about hating my life, wishing I were dead or something completely emo. Yes, emo ( Read more... )