sometimes i feel like all my blood will rush out of the bottoms of my feet and finger tips and my skin feels like tissue papper about to crumble from a shiver, and a wave of panic grips my heart, to the point where i feel the pressure will cause my brain to explode... i clench my jaw hopeing it will hold everything together... and just stare.

tomarrow is going to be the hardest day of my life.

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