Today was the first day of school. It was like I never left and that sucks...alot. I have a good lunch and I was all afraid of that too. I have Tim and Alyssaface, and Josh, and even Ross. It was cool ( Read more... )

I havn't wrote in a really long time, and I guess I should because all my emotions are being bottled up. I'm coming to face some of the worst decisions ever. I got into a fight with Eric the person I love the most in the world. But I don't know if it's the right thing to still go out. Because, my emotions are so high strung that if I have to go ( Read more... )

Feet, so cold, from walking through ( Read more... )

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O and then other stuff happened the other night and I was freaking out on Eric for no reason, well almost no reason I just had to get alot of things off my chest but we almost broke up. And it's not his fault that we cant see each other, I'll have my liscense in like what 5 months. I think almost breaking up made me even closer to Eric. I dont even ( Read more... )

this weekend was really fun. Friday sade ros val melinda, and jaquie and jess all went down the shore. Me sade val and melinda all went in jaquies car and ros and jess drove down. it was so much fun listnening to oldies on the way down. stopping at arbys to get some food ( Read more... )

Sounds within the Garden ( Read more... )

Its the end of the week. I had a game today. We did well and for once Carm recognized that. I have no disire to write anymore just to be here. I think that I am trying to hard. Trying to make people accept me and I dont want to do that. I want to be the real me and I cant find that anymore. Im a lost person.

I'm sick of softball. Is that possible coming from my lips? I'm sick of being yelled at even when I do good. I'm sick of trying my hardest and still being looked at as second rate. I'm sick of being the girl in the corner that everyone ignores. I'm sick of being alone. I'm sick of waiting for everything. I'm sick of talking to everyone on the phone ( Read more... )

I miss everything and everyone. I hate the rain. I have practice and I have to talk to Rita about Umpiring. Blah