i lose in the game of life...work wa bearable but life is worthless

..i hope im still needed
..i hope im still wanted
..i hope this thing we have will last forever
..i hope she still loves me
..i hope she will always be happy..even with or without me
..how i hope for the best

i hate today

dont speak...dont breath...look up...find your answers...leaving it up to the clouds...no say...no say...cough up the solutions...time is up

since youve left ive been watching...time

i suck at life and cant even get a god damn job it sucks so bad -_- i feel like a loser mainly because it was a job they were hiring anyone for and somehow i was "not what they were looking for at this time" oh wow i suck at life damn not even the "i need to help my mom with the bills" didnt even work wow me loseeeeeeee -_- im so worthless and a ( Read more... )

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well last night was awesome got to talk to my milana which is always awesomeeee and lets see oh poor thing i was passing out on her thx to those pills my dad gave me and yeah me almost died over the phone well we let eachother go soon after and yeah me couldnt sleep for some reason wait oh yeah my throat fucking hurts!!!! then yeah later the next ( Read more... )

it very true i cant even talk and it sucks...well its not like i use it much haha so hmmm im gonna be at my dads all weekend and will probably work ouside the whole effin time and maybe if im lucky go to my cousins but i will def get some halo rounds in for today and i might go to aj's house and rock that shit online ahh im excited hmm what else oh ( Read more... )

ive cried over you so much

god i suck so much i need to fucking die and just leave everyone...they would feel so much better without me anyway...waste of space...fucking loser...ahhh i dont want to be here anymore...im sick of it...just let me die already...