so yeah i cut my hair and i look like a badass i wanna go fight someone for some reason haha but yeah not much happened today cept i love my woman more and more each day and im gonna get her in about a month i love her to death hmm fix some stuff and i feel bad cause i knocked out one of my friends :( i love jr i dont like hitting him but he wanted ( Read more... )

hello my name is daniel

and for some reason i am really un happy

i think alot is looking up this last conversation sounds completely diffrent from what me and paola have been having which i can say is a breath of fresh air...it was awesome she told me stuff that i remember her saying ahh it was awesome...im glad shes happy no no im so amazingly happy that shes feeling better i couldnt ask for more hehe and she ( Read more... )

...the name speaks for itself i wish i could not wake up...i really dont want to never ever ever again..im sick of feeling this way...i hate it..crying all the fucking time and throwing up i dont understand it..i started smoking again...im not proud of it...i wish..i wish..i dont know what i want anymore...i just want to lay down and never wake up ( Read more... )

uhh went to nephews soccer game..it was adorable..sleepless nights and no eating so i dont know whats wrong with me like ive lost my way or something oh well...you know what i want to do now sleep on the beach under the stars with the reflection of the moon on the water...that would be perfect...it would take me away on whats going on now...i need ( Read more... )

was horrible and semi good at the same time mainly horrible tho because no matter what i do or where i go i see something that reminds me of her..i cant get her out of my mind ok lets start it out i woke up at my dads house after taking a un-healthy amount of sleeping pills and no food but yeah it hit me like a kick in the nutz i passed out on the ( Read more... )

to stay positive but its so hard i cant do this i cant stop crying..it just wont leave...why wont it leave me....i cant take it..it hurts so much..my heart hurts i cant take it...and theres something ive figured out..i wasnt obsessed..i was crazy in love with her

im figuring stuff out..and ive come to a few conclusions altho this is a very sad turn of events i have to stay positive..yes i will feel it still because what can i say i still love her..but i wont depend on her as much i need to find myself..and she needs to figure her stuff out as well..i need to make myself happy aswell..im not saying that oh ( Read more... )

im stressing over nothin im so dumb *sighs* i apologize for anything i was thinking and or saying yesterday *sighs* well i love milana and tacos and work is good i like the people i work with ^_^ and i hope miwi is ok? -_-

and i have no food of what so ever oh well i didnt feel like eating anyway..but yeah work is ok right now im on the stitcher its where you put staples on the binding and such aleast i dont have to do coralation ahhh it drives me insane looking at the same thing over and over and over and over then after i wake myself out of which seems like a ( Read more... )