Okay. I guess I need a fresh start on this thing since a lot has been happening lately. For the past few months I have been struggling with anorexia, but it is getting better. I admit, I am doing a lot better than I was, but now everytime I look in the mirror I just feel horrible. I really need to work through this. I was down to 85 pounds, and now ( Read more... )

Love is true when you think of him & you smile so big that people look at you & wonder why you're this happy.

I walked/jogged 3 miles today and lifted arm weights in intervals at the same time. I'm not tired at the moment though, just extremely hyper. Amazing enough. I don't really have much to say. I'll update when something more interesting happens. :]

I was cleaning up my room a little bit today when I found a picture from when I was younger.

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I need a change. A drastic change. A change of pace, surroundings, people. Anything. I just need out of this little town. I need to move on and be away from here. Anyone want to help me in my quest?

I've been emotional like crazy over the past week. I'm not sure what's up with me. All of a sudden I'll just feel like crying, but can't. Normally it happens in school or when I'm around people. And everyone knows I do NOT cry infront of people, especially over nothing. I'm finally watching the new "We're All To Blame" video by Sum 41. (Yes. I ( Read more... )

My moms friend wants me to have my iron levels checked the next time I go to the doctor. Lovely, isn't it?

I still wasn't feeling too great today. I kept getting pains in my sides and felt like I was going to throw up. :[ I figured I'd go to school to at least get the materials I needed to study for the zillions of tests I have tomorrow, but ended up staying the whole 8 periods. Why not? It's not like it was going to kill me, even though it sure as ( Read more... )

I don't feel too great today.

This weekend was great. That's all I have to say. I still have homework to do. Ahem. English report. That will be quite difficult, considering my teacher hasn't been there for almost 2 weeks. The last time she was there, we were just starting our Thesis Sentences. Oh well. I'll try, maybe.