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Water today.
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Day 58
Your Name: James Sunderland
Suicidal Ideation: 9/10
Homicidal Ideation: 8/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Some.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Yes. It was so vivid I could hardly tell if I was awake or dreaming. I was coming back from work. But I was coming back to this place. The air was cold and I could see my breath, just like ( Read more... ) -
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They made me leave so they could clean. They said I should be doing something.
I talked to Travis... And-
I went to the games room. It's so damn noisy in there.
Played some dance game. It's simple, just counting, really. Keeping track of a beat, thats all. I'm not sure why, but it's a bid addictive. Even though I usually hate stuff like that... noisy ( Read more... ) -
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Not doing the sheet today.
Just going-
Need some sleep. -
Again again again another day like all the rest.
Day 56
Your Name: James Sunderland
Suicidal Ideation: 6/10
Homicidal Ideation: 7/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: None.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: I can't dream if I can't sleep.
Moods Experienced Today: Aggravation... Look does it really matter? What's the point of listing off the things you feel? Do the doctors even look? What good has it ( Read more... ) -
Oh boy.
Hahahahah
Ha
Oh god. Feel funny. Sick-
Sick but funny I-
Shouldn't have taken that medication I knew it was-
Heh-
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Day 55
Your Name: James Sunderland
Suicidal Ideation: 3/10
Homicidal Ideation: 2/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: 6 Hours, give or take.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: I dreamed about leaving, going back to the states.
Moods Experienced Today:
Mood Triggers:
Significant Thoughts of the Day: I'm curious about that game room.
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Today has been actually sort of relaxing. -
Day 54
Day 54
Your Name: James Sunderland.
Suicidal Ideation: 1/10
Homicidal Ideation: 2/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Plenty.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: I dreamed I was hiding in a very small room. I'm not sure what I was hiding from. It smelled like detergent and there were boxes behind me.
Moods Experienced Today: It was kind of a good day...
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Day 53
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Least Favorite Time of Day and Why:
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy:
Noticable Improvements:
No.