a change of attitude changes a person. i've seen it several times. i'm sure i've said before that change is never for the better. this is how the most disgusting people are made, the people i don't talk to. this is redundant
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would i be right to assume the first paragraph is slightly directed towards me? just because i'm not little miss negative anymore, i'm disgusting? just because i'm happier, i act blonde? just because i feel more alive than ever before, i'm retarded? nothing ever changes for the better in your perspective. if you could fucking see what is going on in my head, you might actually see how change can be most beautiful in one's life.. but you don't.. because your mr. pessimistic cole who hates life and almost everything and everyone in it. have fun with that.
wow...cole, your journal is so entertaining to me. thank you for that. that's just great and horrible at the same time. AHAHAHA. WOW. no need for explanation on that one..
well when someone is 19 and isn't sure how to spell the word syrup, you can't help but to poke fun at such a thing. i mean seriously. that's really bad.
Well, this is none of my business, but... if one hates life then one cannot believe nothing ever changes for the better because with each passing moment one gets closer to death, which is a good thing (if one hates life). Therefor, hating life and believing nothing changes for the better is a paradox.
Oh yeah, and hypocrisy is the simultaneous contradiction of words and actions of a given person. It does not apply to changes over time; just to clear up the confusion.
there was no confusion. you aren't me so to say you knew exactly what i meant when i referred to hypocrisy would be an exercise of stupidity. no one said i absolutely hated life. there's always an aspect overlooked. there's no one that said she hated every aspect of life either. i wonder though. what exactly did you mean by those two being paradoxes? if you hate life but still believe nothing ever changes for the better you'd have to have to be completely desensitized to everything else. or incredibly stupid. there's always going to be someone that cares to some extent. so dieing creates nothing but sorrow and debt. no one overlooks that. i suppose if you really didn't like anyone then it's different. me, however, i've always had someone i've held dear. i know who cares and who doesn't. and as this is about me...the paradox does not apply to me. i hate life. i don't fear death. i believe nothing changes for the better. a change in my living state would perhaps satisfy me better but i think living always holds the prospect of getting
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coleman man man man, im sorry about today in first period, ive been pretty distracted no matter who is talking to me, and im sorry i wasnt really listening as much as i should have been when you were talking..i dont know i just felt guilty about that all day..and i know sorry doesnt fix shit, but i am.
it's all right. it's worse to be ignored completely. which you do sometimes....but i don't really care. i don't ever really have as much to say as i do to think anyways.
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and no, fuck you.
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cole, im surprised you didnt say "haha, you said boobies"
-loser!
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