it certainly has been a while. i couldn't seem to think of a good reason to update this. now i've got one though. it just amuses me to read my own stupid thoughts. i don't want to write them cuz it's not as much fun if it's illegible. but now i can drag myself down with all the legibility and organized thought patterns i could never seem to get ( Read more... )

beef jerky a la hercules

i heard my dad died over a year ago in fort worth. he o.d.'ed on coke. his woman didn't bother to notify anyone. it's unconfirmed at the moment but the source is reliable enough. my grandma doesn't want to think that happened to her darling little boy so she's requesting a copy of his death certificate to verify it. none of that bothers me as much ( Read more... )

anyways...i figured i'd update. i originally had said just fuck it cuz there's really no one reading this anymore...but it always seemed rude when a person neglected to update because they thought they were above it. i'm not above it. i'm quite underneath ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning with blood running down my throat. the good way to start your day is always with a healthy breakfast. i used to have nosebleeds quite frequently. i don't think i mentioned this to many people...mainly because it's irrelevant and no one cares to listen. i don't remember what excuse they made for it. i've had one for close to ( Read more... )

we're thinking about cutting our hair....

i've tried to update a few times but all that it seemed to be when i was reading it over in my head was pathetic attempts at a real life. i won't lie to anyone that reads. there's nothing remotely spectacular, beautiful, or relatively worth this misuse of space right here. i've had a lot on my mind lately. the problem is discussion. everyone is too ( Read more... )

last night's dream started off with kim at school. she had pictures. they were miscellanious. mostly family pictures. occasionally though she'd flip through an odd picture. what was so odd was that they were with her and three other guys. yep. an orgy. she was thinner though. the guy's were...joseph, jimmy, and josh. then one picture kind of ended ( Read more... )

i had the weirdest thought. i remembered being a kid who just visited his grandparents on the weekend. the old t.v. that apparently only i could program only showed the disappointments the weekend had to offer. i hated those shows but i knew that was all i had to watch. home improvement was the show i seem to remember most. i didn't like the corny ( Read more... )

this is gotta be like the second time i've attempted to update. it's not that i don't like pissing people off....it just takes so much energy. all that 'retarded bullshit' was pretty funny though. i don't get to have fun too often. i guess i should be explaining myself right about now. i've heard a few things. or read rather. i know they were ( Read more... )