For a while I've been struggling with trusting people.
When I would meet someone or anyone for the first time...
I would think of the negativity they could possibly bring into my life.
It used to be that I simply trusted people until I was given a reason not to.
So why is it that things are the other way around?
And why do I feel inferior towards ( Read more... )

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Our Deepest Fear
By Marianne Williamson

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness
That most frightens us.

We ask ourselves
Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.

Your playing small
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My first friday off eva!
fa'real...

and at first I was thinking about going in for some over time to stack up on my paper...
and then get ready to go out and live the illusions of the good life.

But actually...I'm feeling quite comfortable in my sweats and tank top.
I may just stay home and catch up on my studies...
I have two papers due on Tuesday ( Read more... )

The attempts of slimming down to a size six is practically killing me.

And why did I spend $100 on a pair of UGG boots...knowing damn well I could have used that money towards something else...like gas. :smh:

P.S. I drank some Rock Star Energy Juice last night and I'm not sure if it worked.
I mean I didn't go to sleep BUT that is due to the fact that I waited until the very last minute to get started on my biz-naas! lol...
But I just felt like I had the jitters all day...then I crashed and let me tell you...that was the best sleep I've had in a while!

Hey ladies...

I want some feedback please...

I have a very chaotic schedule this week and need as much energy as possible.
For the next three days I need to keep going.
What do you all do to keep your bodies moving?
Do you all take or drink anything?
Anything that is legal :)

ex: Full Throttle, Espresso Shots (gross)...caffeine pills, lol...

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"Yo Booty might be bigga...but I still can pull yo nigga.."

Ownership.
Possession.

got damnit!

I just want respect and love...and to be admired and adored.

Reno always fucks up and then when I blow up the scene............................................
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The weekend is already over.  
I didn't do shit today or yesterday worth mentioning...
I laid in the bed with Reno pretty much all day today...
even though I knew I needed to get up and BE PRODUCTIVE...
I kept telling myself they can wait..."I'll do them tonight or start on them tomorrow."

Now I feel overwhelmed by the deadlines...

Why must I always ( Read more... )

Wow...July 21st was the the last time I created a post?????

18hrs this semester.
I just find it difficult to find the time to sit and type.
Graduation day is getting closer and closer...
I am really knocking out all my assignments and deadlines this year...
For the most part, I am on top of things...and I like being on top ;)

There are some new prospects ( Read more... )