The scumbags and the junkies. They really know how to make a girl like 'em. So I guess my options are to either A) become a shittier person or B) start shooting up. Or maybe I should just go out back and eat all the hemlock I can see until I fall over. They say nice guys finish last and it seems that I'm just starting to learn that. Always just ( Read more... )

Awake for thirty hours, but can't even sleep four.

James, Lennon, Chris, Rachel, Jamie, Josh, everyone else, I won't forget you.

Disenchanted, disappointed, depressed, derailed, dumb, dull, decaying, denied, destroyed, desperate, deluded, defeated, dead.

Apparently I seem distant in relationships. Who knew girls need constant reassurance that I like them and that I find them attractive?

I think she's going to hurt me. Maybe I'm just insecure. I already feel like it's happened. It's probably just me. I don't know what to think. I'm probably over thinking everything ( Read more... )

I feel like that if I haven't accomplished something worth while by my 22nd birthday, that I am worthless.

People need to get the fuck over themselves.
No one's more righteous than anyone else.
We're here on this planet for a short time and after that there is nothing else.
Stop taking everything so goddamn serious and have some fucking fun.

Things are going well. I think.
Got my tickets paid off finally, so I can have my license unsuspended.

Not taking spring quarter this year. I should enjoy learning, not feel like I have to.

I think I'm going to work on getting some gear together.
Maybe I'll have something by this summer and I can do something with it.

Arguments involving religious beliefs always end in more horrors when you're drunk. Proven fact.