i'm confused about life. i guess it can't all be happiness and easygoing shit, not like it has ever been easy, but i thought i had found my niche, and was sitting comfortably on it, but no, i don't think i should stop here, i know there's nothing i can do to change the outcome of things, i know that my future's already there and all i'm doing is ( Read more... )

sooooooooooo i was supossed to go out with max tonight and watch a movie. he called me early on today and told me it was a go and to call him at 6:30, so i of course, with my bad judgement, proceeded to tell angela to stay at home and not to come over, see, angela lives an hour away from me, which is kinda far, and sucks cause traffic's a pain in ( Read more... )

hola, i'm carlos, and i am trying to redefine myself ( Read more... )

i'm tired. i'm sleepy. i miss angela. i have no cellphone. i have no means of comunication. i have no life. i'm very hungry. i'm extremely thirsty. i need a car now. i have to work more. i need money. i'm confused. i don't like silence. i don't like lack of communication. my printer won't work. mom made me take her to the hospital again. they want ( Read more... )

i am sad rrrrrrright now.
nuff said

my fault. revenge time though. ummmm, i have a girl, she rocks, i'm not a commitment expert, i've failed at relationships, several times. this seems to be going quite well. i've been working waaaaaaaaaayyy less, making less money of course, and spending like a maniac on my teeth and stuff. i might have to start working on the computer stuff again, ( Read more... )

what an awful ugly ass day i've had. first of, my job, it's too fucking tough lately... the fucking tool we use to reeeaaally do a good and efficient job at cleaning pools it's called a powervac, it's like a frigging underwater electric vaccumm... turns out mine broke down, either the battery or the charger, last week was full of storms, so ( Read more... )

good and bad news ( Read more... )

i'm soooo fucking confused. one moment's great, but then the next is odd... help. hehehe.

and it looked like things were changing and then booommm.. got home a couple of days back and had to take mom to the hospital, i don't know what to do about her. it's my birthday. i don't know what to do about that. there's only one highlight in my life, and i hope i get to keep that for a loooooooong time. i guess i'll sleep this one off, and try ( Read more... )