i guess i never friggin do the journal doing kinda deal ... it's about time. life's changed a whole lot. it's awesome, i'm happy, i'm fulfilled, i'm satisfied, i'm thankful, i'm complete. i am also a bit worried, and sad, i don't wanna lose what i've got, i also wanna get some more things worked out... primo's getting married in 2 weeks, he's ( Read more... )

soooooo i want this to be as blue as the heavens, as immense as the night, as timeless as a painting, as sincere as clear water, as powerful as the deep seas, as beautiful as your eyes. i want to improvise, i'm no expert, i want to make you smile, i want to keep you wanting, i want you to feel, almost as much as i do ( Read more... )

beeen writing a lot... i've been thinking a lot, it's 2 weeks before i turn 23, and i'm yet to find my way, my niche, hehehe. i'm nervous, and i worry. perhaps i've been too busy being altruistic, hehe, taking care of mom, and grandma, and this, and that. perhaps i haven't been selfish enough, on the other hand, what's the purpose of accumulating ( Read more... )

sometimes i'm so certain of things. sometimes i know where i'm going, sometimes i get lost and find my way... today, today i don't know where i'm at, today i'm not alone, yet i'm lonely, today's not one of those days filled with magic, today hasn't been special, today hasn't been abnormal, today has just been another day. i cherish existance, my ( Read more... )

dame una noche... dame la calma... dame una aurora... enmienda mi alma... dame tu mano, ahora... enciende la llama... prende la vela junto a mi cama... dame amor, pasion, ternura... comparte tu dulzura... dame el vivir... la satisfaccion de tu presencia... damelo todo... y a la vez no me des nada...

haven't written anything in ages, brain's been empty for a long time... been tired. as much as i want to, i don't seem to make the world stop spinning, time seems to be against me, time is running out. i'm only glad to know that i try my best, each and every single day. i'm also hopeful, and know that if such change happens, it is because there's ( Read more... )

what the fuck is wrong with everything ( Read more... )

the what is the hardest question of them all... what do you want ( Read more... )

sometimes we step into different worlds. we might not notice it, but we surely are aware of it. sometimes we switch places with others, sometimes we share, sometimes we self indulge. i tend to ignore my surroundings, i tend to draw my path as i go through it, i tend to notice only what's worth noticing, colors, sounds, things. there's no boundaries ( Read more... )

this week rocked... and my life must change ( Read more... )